2002-07-17
trip down the memory lane
[0145 am] I am in the midst of finishing up my assignment, one done 3 more to go. Damn, life is getting more taxing from day 1 till this moment. But I do believe all these will come back to all the good thing. Lets keep the finger cross tho'.Currently, my media player is playing this Lee Ann Rimes song "I need you" damn it. It reminded me to my 'dark ages' life. gosh. It was so damn exhilirating as i can recall.
sorry, if u dun wanna read it, just click to close this windows, cause this might take quite some times tho' I used to be so called naughty-flirtatious-tempting-hard to resist girl. Ahaks.. nah, I am not lying but thats the truth of it. Bitching around has been an in thing before. But yeah, dun look at me as if I am that bad. I still relies on my principles and also religious order.
Anyhow, being a so called welcoming to the 20yrs age, cant help me for trying all those stuff. It might sounds as if nothing much for some people but it did remarks some remarkable scene in my life. I used to go and enjoy all those life bands, hangout till drift, dancing, concert and all those thing. I enjoyed the show on Friday nite at HRC or even Planet. I enjoyed some shake ur bon bon at Spiral once in a blue moon, yeah groovin' on R&B was so sentimental and makes me melt. I kind of liking Forum and Chinoz once before it being abused by under age teenagers and big bikers and so. Barbaran also kind of cool somehow or rather.
Damn it.I sounds so evil ah.. ut yeah, that was me long time ago. Dun say its a culture shocked but hell with it, I am the one who said to myself, I wanna try all this freakin shit. And to tell the truth, its with the parents permission and I always have my trusted accompany to follow me to undergo all my dark ages plan. But yeah, you never wanna leave your life at that level of enjoying till no time to think. I never get into any of it anymore nowadays. Just once in a while, ppl can see me at Planet and its all upon invitation since i was doing some PR with them before, or maybe at HRC since that NRG group has become an in thing in my life. But yes, thats it is. I close the chapter once i finally reached 22. Once i broke the chain, as i have to go to cover an assignment, and I met Aisha there. Hey girl...how are you... cherish ur life dude.. ahaks...
nahh...the point I am telling you guys this so called small pieces of flash back, to just capture some thought. Sometimes in life, we go thru the ups and down. We had to climb the brick and wall to reach at certain point where we realise thats it is. As for me now, no matter how crazy am i in the past, I never regret it. I take it as a lesson of life. I take it as an eye opener for me. I never regret for being too all those sort of life. And never had i regret for not able to joined the crowd at Flux, Orange of Nouvo or whatever nowadays. I think i had enuff and yeah... I never lead to any wrong circumtances, just on certain occasion minor thingy is an exception. I want my life always blooming and I wanna choose it to be in the way i enjoy it.
At the moment, I can say, I have a great family who always there to be with me 24-7, I have my beloved fiance who never failed to be there for me, love you sayang. Yeah, I do have a pleasant job, with many good people surrounding me at the office. I have a bunch of friends who always being supportive and yeah evil as well once in a while. I cherish my online relation which i think bunch of friends, great evil twin, mentor and so on. I just want everybody to remember, we should always feel happy and think positive in life. I mean no matter how hard it is, we should see the next step ahead. Whatever happened in the past, is one dot which left an extended pieces that we should treasure.
May all of u have a nice day ahead. And thanx for reading my piece of notes. Adieu
I am what I am..always..
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