2005-05-03
down to earth
it's a total heartbreak.
It was great on Saturday. Efi and I had so much fun. We went GE Mall-ing and had lunch at Cozy. We checked out Secret Recipe at JJ, WgMaju. Once in a while jaz will sms and check on us and efi will force me to make a call to jaz. They chatted and efi smiled away leaving a priceless face to me. But y nightmare begin when the night came.
He got a fever. A mild one in the beginning. I gave him the fever syrup and he settled for his sleep. 9pm to be exact. Tucked him to the bed and he wakes up at 5am, wailing all the way. Screaming for his dad. Yeah, Thats it. My nightmare begun. He misses his dad so much. Temperature risen rapidly. I sponged him. put on the kool fever patch and hugs him till morning came.
The whole sunday was dull. Efi practically sleep all day long. Fever still, missing daddy. Calling and pointing at his dad faces. I put on jaz's sarung on him. Lay down jaz's tshirt as his matress cover. Both is the one that jaz's wore before he went that day. While nursing my sick baby, CNN came with another news. There's a bombing and random shooting in Cairo. Grrrr, could it be worst?
Jaz sms, not to worry, he is safe and sound, not anywhere out of tourist spot, he spend the day looking at his testing server at the office. Thank God. BY sunday night, I brought efi to see another paed. Just a normal on and off fever. Btw, HE TURNS 14 MONTHS OLD on 1st May, Temperature quite high anyway, so dr advised that if it still like this, by the day after, I have to start on atibiotics. So again, by 5am, his fever will come again with high temperature. He will start crawling on the bed, like looking for his dad. and cry for him too. Ya Tuhan, kuatkan semangatku.
By monday morning, he looks better. Still not fully recovered. Yet, in the mood of at least walking and playing tad bit. He is still very clingy to me and always want me to cuddle, hugs and kisses him. he will sleep on my lap, really close to me and when we;re on bed he will be in my hugs. Nothing less than that. This morning he had a dream again. The fever is somehow mild already and hope he wil recover soon. And yes, he got another 2 tooth coming out too.
Oh, its only the 6th day. How can I survive another 62days? Efi, pls be strong baby! Papa is doing some work and will be back soon. Mama is here with u always. say your little prayer folks for us. I need it all NOW.
p/s: Btw, I have a RM150 M.A.C voucher which I am selling it for RM100. Any taker??? leave me ur email then I wil contact u!
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kaezrin at 9:47 a.m.