2004-09-30
final installation
Sabar kengkawan sekelian. I am just about to catch up my breath. It is a jam packed dya for me. Sampai office 740, start morning briefing. Abis 830, tgk2 dah due utk another briefing at Shangri-La. Baru aje rbalik dr briefing like 20 minutes ago. Letih mak.
I totally forgot to bring my hotsync cable so tak boleh nak upload gambar buku, Tomorrow ok? Just some note, I attended a briefing for an IPO listing for one of the top constuction and developer company in Malaysia. And guess what I got for the door gift? A thumb drive. Yes, a free thumb drive. Happy giller mak. And the food at Shang was super duper delicious. But the bad thing was I misplaced my Treo casing. Damn. Must call shangrila and asked them to look out for that at any one of the room I lingered around just now. It cost me about 150+ jugak for that leather case.
Just for the record, Khilfi is on FULL GEAR of crawling. It has been like 2 days that he keep on moving forward untill yesterday mmg dah de tour satu rumah. Ahaks. Comel ajer. I put on the book that I bought yesterday far ahead, he crawled to get the book. Bravo my lil boy.
So, now the final installment for my 1001 malam citer. This story has been written few days back. So just upload ajer.
(3rd installation-Finale)
So ok, our love grew ponder. It’s quite hard jugak with jaz in US me in msia. Luckily mmg ader benda kotak komputer which enables me to emails and all. He will wrote like 5-6 emails to me daily. And I will try to at least do the same thing. We also send snail mail, cards, gifts and all. And in a months I will called him twice and he will called me countless, coz it is cheap for him to call me. And it continues and we never know we survived it untill jaz graduated in July 1999. He came back to malaysia, and very unlucky at the same time, my house was robbed and I could not be there to meet him up when he arrived from colorado.
I still have about 2 semester to complete my study at that time, and I must find a very ncie way to tell my parents that jaz is coming down to KT to meet me up plus visiting my mum and brother who were injured during the incident. My dad nak marah pun tak boleh coz its critical stage and I remember he asked me,
“ mama tahu pasal jaz nih? “
“hmm tahu”
“asal papa baru tahu skrg?”
“elin takut nok kabo ke papa, takpe ker pa?”
“dah bercinta bagai nak rak, lagi takut nok kabo”
aduhai, bisa sungguh. But yes, we survived, What an odd first meet up. Mama is sick but jaz spend merely 1 week in KT to be with my family. Then he is off to sydney(his family is in ozzie for 4 yrs). Then em back to KL, and we resume back our life. Its odd mula2 tuh when jaz is back here. But still the same coz just spent merely 3 months in ozzie. So we’re back to the same old method and all and only when 2000 reached the calendar he is then back in malaysia to find a job.
So, our dating game begun. I got a car from my dad so panjang langkah ah sikit. Jaz still did not buy any car yet coz tak dpt keje lagi ma, but it doesn’t take long coz exactly on 29th feb, my stupid heart and brain, decided to dicth him. Angin putting beliung benda ntah, I suddenly afraid of everything, and we break off exactly when the clock tickled 10pm. On the millenium nite. I cried for no reason, and jaz is pleading but my heart mcm stone giller.
Teruk kan? Yes, I am. I make him suffer, whilst I am being the queen of my own, enjoying life without even looking back at it. Things getting worst when I finally finished my study in June and landed myself a job in mid july 2000. Dah keje beb! Panjang langkah lagi. My parents were so angry when they knows about my breakup. But I continue pekakkan telinga. I started to get to know the real life. MY officemates are so cool. We’re right in BB area. So we normally work day time and party at nite. Terrible. Untill my contract ended. Decided not to continue my contract.
I contacted Ja, she told me there’s a post at the company she is working with. So, I did applied and called for an interviewed. Before that, I did talked to jaz on and off basis once a while. He never asked me to go back to him or what, we just xchange stories and remarks. Funny. We talked as if nothing happened. Konon professional. So, I went for the interview at ja’s place. It was december 2000. Its puasa some more. So I was like telling jaz about my interview. Its in TPM, same place where his office is. So he offer me a ride back home( I dun have my car at that time, my sister who is in melaka borrowed it). So I did took his offer and realise there is another women in the car at the same time. (alamak) Guess what, mak rasa jelous.
Ampeh tak? Tapi normal, maintain macho. Then, the first initial ride moves to another ride. He drop the lady at the lrt station (ok, not his gf, lega mak, tapi officemate who usually tumpang to LRT every evening). He asked me what’s weekend plan. Told him going to melaka nak picked up my car and gatal mulut tanya nak ikut ker? Aiks, he said ok ajer.
Aduh, cari bala. Dah gi melaka pulak. Ambik kete, my sister terus call my mum ckp I came with jaz. My mum called and warn, if my intention to play around leave the men alone. See, sampai cam tuh, everyone was like bengang giller when I ditched him. Jz is u know the very gentlemen, anak mak, baik sungguh and all. SO I was contemplating. Not very sure, either I really want him back or I just want to fill in my time or what.
I prayed hard. And I said, if its really means for me, I will let it be. And we continue seeing each other again and dating! Kekekeke. Comes the valentine Feb 14th, 2001. He proposes under the stars, a bouquet of roses and candles. I cried. Seriously. I know he is the one for me. He never actually let my shades faded from his imagination. He said, he know one day I will be back for him. Which yes, I am glad I did.
Then, we start it off again. And the rest they said is history!!!!!!!!!
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kaezrin at 1:49 p.m.