2003-02-26
off now
Got an MC for today but still in the office, thinkin gof going back early. My sister got her SPM result today. Congrates sis, u make us proud. She did not score 10 A's ahaks. But good enuff with all the hard work she put on and remembering how she survived during her high fever entering the exam hall, I am so proud of my sister, Ezita. God bless you sis.
Had another nervous breakdown last nite. Being me, who fall sick, always love to be pamper whenever those condition raise up. I cried and again as usual Jaz has to comfort me again an again. Silly me. But it's just me who always feel unsecured whenever I feel so sick. SOmetimes I just wish Jaz can understand and read my mind, but could u imagine how it's gonna be if he really can read my mind.
But whatever it is, Jaz being a men, has his own ego which sometimes I could not tolerate. I will always find a reason to get our relationship in a wreck and maybe this is what God has created to observe how we can survive in this relationship. Anyhow, I love him with all my heart and soul. He is the best things ever happen to me.
I am just so deeply guilty for being such a childish and forcing both of us to an argument last nite. Yet, everything back to the square one. and yes, jaz got approval from Islamic office in KL already this morning. He can collect the letter tomorrow which I will bring it back for my side approval this Sunday. I do hope everything going to be ok.
I'm off for lunch now!
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kaezrin at 1:07 p.m.